UNEXPECTED DAY

7.12.16 – mak ajak pi maha, ikut je lha…first time pegi. Dgr cite mcm best. Aq ajak mimi tp dy x free tp org lain pulak yg free. Org yg paling susah nk contact, hot stuff, selalu sibuk dgn kerja amal. Bile aq smpai maha, saje tanye dy nk dtg x. aq x paksa pun lagikan berharap. Sembang punya sembang, tup tup dy dah smpai maha. Igt nk cari dy tp dy yg jumpe aq dulu. Nyesal janji ngan dy. Igtkan dtg dgn family, ajak member sorg je. I’m not sure dy dtg sbb aq ke? Mcm x logic… kitorg jumpe, say hye n dy jumpe mak dan bye. Dy blah mcm tu je…tu yg aq fikir dy mmg ad sbb lain dtg n kebetulan jumpe aq. But then, aq nk ajak dy amek gmbr saje as member, tp bila terfirkan dy hot, takut pulak ad org serang aq. So, I ask his member amek gmbr. We didn’t talk face to face but on the phone with mon amie. Muka si member tu pun aq x nmpak sbb dy pkai cap, nama pun x tau. Logically xkan aq minat dy. Tp, boleh pulak balik tu dy cite kt haziq yg aq naaak sgt amek gmbr ngn member dy. O please…. I’m not that desperate. I don’t even know him. Kau mmg nk kene. Done bout that guy, maha serius best. Byk sgt food tester yg sedap. Jln2 situ pun aq d bole kenyang. Mmg sesuai utk org mcm aq yg suka mkn tp mkn sikit. Haziq ckp nnty gemuk kalau test semua makanan tp dy x tau betapa jauhnye berjalan smpai boleh bakar balik lemak2 ni… maha consist of byk part, pertanian, penternakan, perikanan, herba, kenegerian, tourism, n byk lg lha. U should go te next two years. Jamin x puas berjalan. Btw, masa dtg ad lha dpt satu brosur yg ad map n tentative maha…kene kumpul cop setiap bahagian utk tebus hadia. But, at the time kami habis jln n kumpul cop, at the last station, akk tu ckp “sorry dik, hadiah hari nih dah habis.” I was like =o . then I pray that there still something for us. Akk tu pun pergi lha check kot lha ad hadiah tercicir, and surprisely, mmg ad satu shirt left for us. Itulah, yakinlah pada Allah, n he will gives what we ask for. Alhamdulillah… btw, aq jumpe hayani kt sane. Again, Alhamdulillah.

FRESHIE

2-5.11.16 – kem kemahiran pengakap remaja kat smk jalan reko. X sangka ramai yg turun. Peserta pun boleh tahan…53 org. first kem as fasi, byk sgt bende yg kene belajar dari abg2 kelana. Ape pun kira oke lha baru dpt king dh turun program. Ad lha dlm 10 org kingscout kajang + sepang,  walaupun ramai yg dtg hari, almaklumlah rumah dekat. At least ad org teman aq tido setiap mlm. Bdk2 ni pun ramai yg hebat2, mcm x perlu je bantuan kami yg x berapa nk hebat nih. Bila dah satu pasukan, baru kita tau org tu sebenarnya mcm mne. That’s why don’t judge a book by its cover. Serius, korg x mcm yg aq sangkakan. Aq igt lagi one of the peserta ad ckp kt aq, “lain kan rasa bila jd peserta n jd fasi”. Betul lha jugak, bila fikir balik, at one moment kita akn rasa diorg patut rasa ape yg kita rasa masa kem sebelum ni, but at the same time, kita akn rasa nk tlg diorg supaya x terseksa mcm kita dulu. Kadang kita rasa cara kita yg terbaik tp sebenarnya kita patut biar mereka fikir n buat cara mereka sendiri supaya mereka lg hargai usaha sendiri. Their idea quite good act. Satu bende yg aq belajar, we sould learn to do something in diff ways. Tak salah belajar dr adik2, as long as bende tu bermanfaat. Buatla yg terbaik dlm setiap perkara, jgn menyerah sebelum berjuang. Semoga kajang dpt lahirkan lebih ramai best kingscout next year. Thanx guys, for the bittersweet moment along the camp. Especially time last day, all night that we spent, all story that we share, all truth that we reveal. (anis, mimi, fir, afza, jack, haziq, irfan, ks, syaz, manol ) betul lha org ckp kalau nk kenal org tu, cuba lha mengembara dgn dy. aq rindu korg.

habis sekolah

29.11.16 – hari terakhir spm, kertas kimia. Kadang bila fikir balik, mcm x percaya dh spm, macam awl lg tp dah abis sekolah. Habis je kertas 3 kimia, semua mcm dh hilang ala tuju, buku ke mana manners ke mana, cg pun dy x pndang dah. Esok kertas ekonomi asas. Calon 27 orang dlm dewan yg cukup besar utk seribu org. sian deme, sikit sgt, tu yg kami ramai2 dtg balik sekolah nk support diorg. Ad yg dtg drive sendiri lg tu…entah nk support member ke nk tunjuk kereta. Best kan bila d ad lessen, bole pegi mane2 je…tu baru free. Petang lepas kertas kimia, bdk2 putera pergi lha melepas gian spent time together main futsal. Ye lha…bila lg nk main dgn kwn2 ramai mcm nih. Happy tgk diorg sakan main. Unfortunately, malang tak berbau kata org, two of them xcden motor. Langgar lari katanya. Walaupun aq x tau cerita penuh, aq doakan korg x teruk n sihat sentiasa. Semoga menjadi pengajaran buat kita yg mendengar. Balik asrama, semua dh start packing nk balik. Sorang sorang aq lihat keluar tinggalkan sekolah. Sedih…. Hidup ni mmg utk bertemu dan berpisah. People meet diff people everyday. But still I hope to meet u guys again one fine day…semoga gamvengers akn menjadi lebi baik di luar sana….oh ya, do pray for our spm result, 10A+ dan 11A+. amen ~